External validation has been a necessary evil most my life. It's high time I burn that bridge now. I (want to atleast) prefer one-way social media over two, sometimes it feels like the signal has corrupted my brain chemistry to a GREAT EXTENT.
August 19, 2025
Seems like people who make it, seem to keep making it, be it people who you see, saw or watched regularly. Some people just seem to keep winning. The ‘condesceding’ pillar pull up with, ‘well, you don’t really see their failures’, or so will some ‘statisticians’ bring up. Well, man,...
Read More →August 18, 2025
Although I live in Santa Barbara, the city known for its beauty, I almost forgot what it felt like to get lost in thought to the sound of the waves. Although I lived in my room, and almost never went out, I almost forgot what it felt like, to stare...
Read More →August 17, 2025
This isn’t too interesting, but well, I just wanted to put it out, more of an update than a post.
Read More →August 14, 2025
I remember hearing that plants wither bearing the sorrow of its surrounding. As sad as it sounds, I think I feel good knowing this. At least there's an existing object that makes progress towards a perceived goal, at least one that its convinced of? I used to consider this specific...
Read More →June 14, 2025
I got to meet my parents and relatives after 3 years, on a tiring road trip across the West Coast (Santa Barbara – Las Vegas – Mammoth Lakes – Yosemite – San Francisco – Redwood Forest – Portland, about 2280 miles in 6 days).
Read More →January 1, 2024
In hindsight, I wish I had not booked the aisle seat.
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